Moments of Intense Doubt. "Student Teaching"

Yesterday I started my student teaching. Which will last from 9.16.09 to 12.7.09, GOD help me get through this.

I really do not enjoy student teaching, I feel as though this Major would offer me something different, something special, but it is a flop. I enjoy the part where I am learning about the development and procedures and such, but the practical part is such a drag. It's like being in a relationship and the other person is in love with you and you think of them as a brother/sister figure in your life. ITS a HORRIBLE feeling. I pray that my experience in this school will go smoothly and I will receive my A at the end of the semester, because even if I don't enjoy the hassle I still have to do it.
If I do decided to work with my Early Childhood Degree, which I doubt i would, I would rather be in the Director's position, however, one must have years of experience to deal with that situation.

This is the last complaint about Student Teaching. I must have a positive outlook on this experience because I'm just in it to get the grade. My heart is not in it, maybe I will have some wonderful experience, So Universe please grant me a wonderful time during these 12 weeks ahead, thank you.