End of the Semester & New Interest.

What is going onnnnn. The semester is finally over, I remember on the first day of student teaching, I wanted to all it quits. I ended up falling in love with the lil buggers. I miss them already It was a great experience and I became attached to the children. I am planning on visiting in Jan to see how everyone is doing. I know I complained like 4 months ago about it, but who doesn't complain about new awkward situations? The Teachers even gave me roses, how sweet, double chocolate chip sweet. lol

Miss You Savannah room. (^_^)


My other classes when well and I feel like I will be receive All A's this semester. The only classes I am a lil concerned about would be Psych and Criminal Justice, I might get a B+, and B plus is gross.


New Interest

A dude of course. Really nice to be talking to someone new and sweet.

Bad Romance. You Got it Lady Gaga.

Oh Bloggy I Have Been MIA.

I am sorry Blog, I've been neglecting you. Its not like I have readers anyway, so it doesn't really matter. But you and I had something special. I hope I will get some time to talk to you more.

ME!!!!!!!!!!1111

Taking all of my energy

Keri Hilson -Energy

Exactly How I feel about us right now. I dont understand, in every other aspect of my life I'm not so confused or all over the place. It's just something about you. And Im serious I don't want this, you, us to cause me to break down.

Adorable

This Video is just so cute.

Moments of Intense Doubt. "Student Teaching"

Yesterday I started my student teaching. Which will last from 9.16.09 to 12.7.09, GOD help me get through this.

I really do not enjoy student teaching, I feel as though this Major would offer me something different, something special, but it is a flop. I enjoy the part where I am learning about the development and procedures and such, but the practical part is such a drag. It's like being in a relationship and the other person is in love with you and you think of them as a brother/sister figure in your life. ITS a HORRIBLE feeling. I pray that my experience in this school will go smoothly and I will receive my A at the end of the semester, because even if I don't enjoy the hassle I still have to do it.
If I do decided to work with my Early Childhood Degree, which I doubt i would, I would rather be in the Director's position, however, one must have years of experience to deal with that situation.

This is the last complaint about Student Teaching. I must have a positive outlook on this experience because I'm just in it to get the grade. My heart is not in it, maybe I will have some wonderful experience, So Universe please grant me a wonderful time during these 12 weeks ahead, thank you.

Kanye/Taylor

First off I had to comment on the Kanye /Taylor moment.
Kanye has some talent and produces some catchy tunes, however, his Ego is out of control.
Respect is a big deal, and just remember Kanye, if you want to be respected you have to give respect. That is all.

We all make mistakes but don't let that ish be your running gimmick.

Hair Questions.

How do you get your hair like that?
Umm, I rinse it in the shower.

Are you locking your hair?
Nope. Not now ,but maybe in the future.

What products do you use?
Water and any conditioner I have at home at the time.

Do you twist it like that?
Nope, that's how it is after I come out of the shower.

Plus Size with fashion sense? Is it possible? You tell me.

At times plus size females are hesitant to wear certain things, because we wont look like our Runway counterparts. The jeans and tees are cool sometimes , but you just gotta come out and be fierce and grow up.



One Blogger that I definitely check out on a regular is Gabbi from YFF,(Young Fat and Fabulous) http://www.youngfatandfabulous.com , her fashion sense is great, I just love how she puts pieces together. Reading her blogs and others, really made me think about jumping out of those tees and exploring a bit.


I am feeling this clothing line JIBRI.




Shorty got MADDDD HIPS.

I can say Nigga cause Im Black, but you cant.

I viewed this video a while back, over a year ago.




Really, saying that its ok to say Nigga because you are black, or "Blackish" makes NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sense. Get it together People.

New Moon Trailer

I know the Tweens cant wait.

Nah But seriously this shit is HILARIOUS.


Here is the real trailer.




I want to see it because of the visual effects.And Edward is kinda Hot.

Things I want

I want it.


I am dressing up for Halloween.

I like these Pumps.


A bit Hookerish. I'll wear them.

I heart my Nappy Ass Head

I love my hair, and ever since I actually did a routine, I love it even more. Its wonderful and I WOULD NEVER EVER EVER EVER, relax my Nappy ass head again.I know people say, never say never, but I DON'T CARE.

I mean come on Look at this shit. Its amazing, Wash and Go. Look at IT.

Nappy Ass Head OF MINE.








I know you LOVE IT ALSO.

Ankle Boots, Sure Why not.

Bey's Video Phone and Big BRAS.

Why do I always find Hawt things late?

Anyway, they are Nice, I like the flow.



Speaking about Boobs.
Oh no one mentioned boobs, well anyway.


In Target, so one made a mistake *yea right* and placed this 40DD bra on a XS hanger. IT WAS HILARIOUS.




What are they thinking, Overworked or just an Ass.

Hawt!

They can DANCE.

M.I.A

The first week in August has bee a hectic one for me, running here and there to doctor appointments. I felt as though it would never end. I finally was able to get a day ALL TO MYSELF, I decided to hang out with some friends. Just relax and chill, i had a great time. August is flying by so fast, I knew I wanted to go to school, but its just that I have about 3 weeks to complete my goal, and if I don't start on Sunday, it will not happen. Blah, it is going to happen. I have to go shopping for school.

Just What you wanna wake up to in the Morning. Hookers on the block.

These lovely ladies and cross dressers, usually make a lot of noise in the am. Its sad that the authorities don't do anything.

Eyes for my Eyes

I need to get some glasses. I have been putting that off for some time now, and its just getting worse. I would wear contacts, but I dont want to deal with the hassle. Glasses are much eaiser, slip on, slip off. Poof.

So some of my choices for my eyes are the following,

Bulgari Wine



Vogue Brown


Vogue Violet


Vogue Black


Vogue Wine



D&G BLACK


D&G Violet


Prada Purple



DKNY BERRY

Conspiracy ?

I do believe that we are heading into a time where we will be monitored, and I do believe that the media is brainwashing everyone. If you look at technology today, we are constantly "plugged in", every day of every hour has to be documented. T.witter, F.acebook, M.yspace, Y.ahoo, A.IM, etc. I too am guilty of participating in these rituals, however I do it in order to keep in contact with my friends. Well maybe that's just as bad as those with the chronic urge to update these sites.

We are plugged in to the internet 24 hrs, and its become a necessity to let our "friends" know what we are doing every day of every minute, sooner, rather than later, that option to update will no longer be a choice, but mandatde by the government. Walking zombies, with out Ipods, Iphones, Cell Phones all at our finger tips. No one has a simple conversation anymore, because that is just weird. Contacting your friends has simply been reduced to 140 characters, and not a character more. Everyone in thir own little world, walking side by side, unaware of what is happening.

Selfish, Arrogant, and Lost.

What it do.

Im still waiting for September. I'll be 23 this year. MOTHEREFFING 23 years old, can you Bitches believe that shit. I don't feel like 23 though, I still feel like 18 or 19. Cause 'Im Young.



LMAO Hilarious. Ohh Man

Another day

Sitting here sippin on some lemonade.

I FUCKING love this cover of Lollipop

No Title

I really cant keep up with posting on my Blogs, I always forget to put things down. I really don't feel like typing so I'll just be lazy and create a list.

*I want to get a new tattoo before school starts
*I wish summer was over already
*I miss my friends (sometimes) we don't really speak anymore.
*Therapy is so annoying.
*I got sunburn.
*Chris Brown's Apology, smh, whatever. We all deserve second chances.
*I miss school (I wonder if I will still miss it once I start?)
*I wish it was Fall already.
*I'm tired of Lames and Losers.
*I want my own damn apartment.
*I'm feeling Diva-esh (not even a word)

Smart

No not again!

I know I am not the same person you knew about 9 years ago. Did you really expect me to me the same chick. I am an adult now. On my grown folk shit, on that I know I fu3king own shit. Lol.
I am in school making moves, planning my future, and I you want to be in it you gotta keep up.

Someone asked me, "Why do smart girls date dumb guys?" Honestly, its a power thing, when you are smarter than your partner you can always play with the power in the relationship. They think they run shit until you lay it on them , and say a couple of sentences that will stump them. Power!!

On the other hand, having a SO that is as intelligent as you can be very beneficial, but there is a fear when you are no longer the smart one. So I get why smart guys go with dumb chicks, cause I do the same damn thing.

So can I really ask homeboy to keep up with me if he isn't even on my level. No I cant, because its not fair.

Life

Yo on some real shit, Fuck you Dude. Bum ass bitch. Fucking Loser. High school dropout . Convict. Accused abuser. Bitch ass QUICK.

Sorry that was the "hood" in me. Anywho.
I'm back in school and I am doing fine. It's not even a full week and the classes are draining me. Sucking me dry. (lol) So far I have 34 field hours to complete for this semester and by tomorrow I will probably have 44 hours. Now that may seem easy to do, "why don't you just do it in like 2 days?". Ha I wish I could, but it has to be done over a 12 week period. So I am dealing with it, making the best out of this situation. I'm drained already, it's definitely the traveling. Traveling from Bushwick to Manhattan Beach then leaving Manhattan Beach to go to Brownsville (for the gym) them back to Bushwick, it's an ordeal.
Adding the traveling and mental time to do field work, ahh man. Oh well I got to do what I got to do. Thats Life.